Weight Loss Journey

Yesterday I started with a Personal Trainer forever to be known as PT. Because of my stupid bursitis we can only work the top half for now. I don't hurt as bad as I thought I would but probably after tomorrow I'll hurt worse. I feel very guilty paying as much money as I am, taking it out of my family's pocket so to speak. I keep wanting to say BUT.... I'll be turning EGAD I can't say it. I said I would be fit and skinny at 40, that didn't happen. I did a gastric bypass I've done everysort of diet and yes I get skinny then I get fat! I could bore everyone with the emotions/wa wa me/even though there alot of valid reasons. NOW is the time to work hard to get fit and feel better and be happier. I can't wait any more! I'm not getting younger.